Today i learn....

Seemed to be a pretty normal day....except for that nagging feeling at the back of my mind......
Today i learn how ironic life can be....
let me tell you a story of a boy i don't know very well....something happened to him last week....he had a fight with his parents...he said something to his dad.....and now we all wish he hadn't said it....
he said..."don't worry....i'll die long before you do."
then he stormed out of the house and zoomed off on someone's bike...
without a helmet.
people have different opinions on what happened next....some say he fell, some say he was hit....either way he was in a critical condition.
that was last week.
today, he's gone.....
i had to tell his girl...his ex...i just thought i should tell her before she reached the school building and found out herself....
it was one of the worst things i've had to do.....
how do you help someone when you can't feel their grief?
she cried endlessly....blamed herself....for saying mean things, for dumping him....i was depressed coz i couldnt tell what she was feeling.....and i didnt know what to say....
Today i've seen what grief is.....
maybe someday i'll know.
you will be missed. i never knew you, but i now wish i did......if ever you were depressed....if ever you, like me, thought that people didn't love you....
you were wrong.
find peace.