finally

after 4 hours of depression, crying (trust me u NEVA wanna c ur mom cry) n general madness consisting one phonecall n lot of unwanted mess....
i am finally ok. btr than i was. it isn worth it.

i had a lot of other posts abt election n stuff but the results r 2 depressin. sid predicted i'd lose both n i did. yay!! apparently ppl gravitate towards their own kind n i'm noone's own kind.
i miss rushi...he'd hav given me a big kick in the ass if he saw me cryin like i was yday. gud he isn here.