Monday, 28 January 2008

Various things

I walked home from tuition today.....kinda wanted to be with my thoughts.
They weren't helping, they were just killing me even more than usual.......

I hate hurting people. Even if it is unknowingly. I kinda suffer with them. And yeah, I know exactly how it feels. So these thoughts, they were telling me I needed to curl up somewhere....
And I'm really bad with apologies. I try, but hurts don't heal fast. I try, but it just makes it worse. So I'm gonna leave it.
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The cat is now spayed. And she's not at all happy about it. I thought I could carry her back from the vet's in a blanket......But she peed on my shirt.
Ick.
and struggled. and growled (!) and yowled.
So i had to get a nice box-carrier and take her home like that.
Very edgy, keeps running away.
Stoopid girl.

8 comments:

Maxine said...

But apologies do make you feel better.Doesn't matter how the other person receives it.Timing matters too.
haha a cats luxury to pee on a shirt :D

♥bμşγ-ŵŗϊŧēŕ♥ said...

umm, the fact-that-u-apologised matters more that how-u-apologised! :)

and hey, why doesnt your blog appear updated on my blogroll? arent you doin the ping-form ritual?

--xh-- said...

what matter more is the fact that u apologise. chin up, da :)

bluebutterfly said...

peed on you ....hmmm ... i am trying my best not to let smile ....
and as everyone has already said it ... apologising is more important than how you did it .... really ... coz coming from a person who hates apologising .... which is becoz my non existent ego stands in the way it means something

p.s. check out my other blog .... fleur ..

akshay said...

The truth is that unconsciously you hurt incredibly so many beings on the planet (right from the tiniest bacterium under your seat right now to the African slaves suffering because of Americentric consumerism which you are encouraging by your use of th internet), that you would severely fall short of truly apologising everybody you ought to.

The solution is to just relax and not feel bad, because by feeling sad you're only making your day worse. In reality, even all the other beings on the planet are acting in malevolent ways on you, often unconsciously, and that's why you're unhappy. It's all interlinked and you can never discretise the universe by separating you from everybody else.

Truth Junkie said...

Hmmmm...
Bark bark i guess....
Or somethin....

I didnt quite get that statment...

And yes....
Like i said before...
I dont feel like u had a valid reason to apologize....
But ya...

Thats jus me maybe....
And if still acts stuck up after that...

Well its his loss...
Trust me....
He really is missin out....

Mystique said...

2 maxine: Cat's luxury, not mine....

2 monique: Ping form? wha? I don't use blogroll, so maybe that's why.

2 Xh: chin's up.

2 Butterfly: Oh, laugh all you want!!

2 Akshay: I'm not Jain. I don't plan to be Jain. So don't give me the bit about the ten million teeny creatures.

♥bμşγ-ŵŗϊŧēŕ♥ said...

moniQUE? uh?