Lights on the water

On the beach, in the dark, moonlight firelight streetlight.......
flames and emotions flickering up
joy and sadness mingle and meld...
this isn't the beach as i know it.
this isn't the wet sand yeilding under my feet.....
no tiredness in my legs and the joy to be free...
this is the night beach,
writing by moonlight firelight lovelight
guitar strains and joyous squeals floating through the air....
letting it wash over me....
the laughter, the water.
the cold moonlight.
etching out my footprints on the wet sand.......
writing writing, line after line...
why am i so alone?
finally, she stops psychoanalysing, gets up and joins the fun.

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I did end up having an insanely wonderful day.......
it was kay's 17th birthday and i was at her house the whole time........picked her up from tuts, then went to the mall to get her a new phone.....
W880i, beautiful slim black.....lucky creature.....me sprinting thru the mall to borders but sadly we were running late so i only had time to get one book (terry pratchett in case ur interested)...
then back into town to pick up nattu n mattu.........who came with his guitar (man he's in love with it, its like his jaanu, and he's self learning, how cool is that??)
hanging aorund at kay's house, opening her gift (from me, i gave her like 17 gifts, all in a nice huge box...)...laughing over the stuff i'd given her, shrieking "i can't wear this!!!!!"
laugh laugh laugh, lots of ass-kicking and hugs and kisses in all directions....
then off went kay and mattu for tuts, me and nats had a nice long walk and talk, i climbed a tree (i don't do that very often) and sat in it, feeling gooood inside....
then was beach barbeque thing at night and that's when i started feeling all alone alone.....met an old friend, talked to him (a bit too much i think), sat on the beach, moonlight firelight phonelight....
actually ate the chicken for once (i don't normally do that.....dyamn i've been missing out on a lot!!)
on the beach till like 11:30, talking, laughing, bickering......messaging (i wish you had called....it was the perfect time and the best place ever....) oh so sleepy, dozing with my head on ur knee, i'm so so sorry man, whatever must u think of me!
went a bit crazy in a way i like to associate with cats for some reason.....that was my mood yesterday.....
today i'm home and dry.......the cats are asleep and i can't find my breakfast.
there is study to be done, a call to be made and a movie to be watched.
then why am i here huh???