Sunday, 9 March 2008

I've run out of titles. Hmph.

And here we are again.
What does one do the day before the chem exam? One studies. But Mystique does not.
Oh, no....Mystique is fed up. So she does NOT study.
ah whatever.....I'm passing....I don't care....
These exams tres abominable are beginning to irritate me to no end....the only intelligence they really judge is wheter one is smart enough to study.
I have one paper left, that's math, on Saturday. I'm literally gonna be camping out at my tutor's I guess, if she has much to do about it......

Hmm....it's funny what happens to me when I'm in the shower....ideas come up....floating through the mind, but they disapper before I can catch them. Funny, but it always happens. A lot comes through my mind when I'm in the shower. Must be all the hot water.....

Anyway. After my exams, I'm gonna be spontaneous. I'm hopefully going to get permission to get out of the house on my own....To those my age who live in India, this is already granted, nay, necessary, but girls here don't use public transport, they just don't. Mothers don't think it's safe. I don't know why, all the guys tell me that the taxi drvers are gay. Huh, I guess I'll find out for myself.....
So It's gonna be me gallivanting, very much looking forward to this.....
Hmm....I had a lot to write.....
Bhool Gayi.

Oh, I got my phone back! Funnily now, I feel I can live without it......
For the first few days, It was like how druggies feel when they don't get their daily dose. That's how attached I was to the thing, I guess.....So I suppose this phone confiscation has been for the better, in a way....It was like a liberation, an OCD taken away.......
What actually got me down?
I've been rather angry these days, and I needed music. And it was all on the phone. So the music was what I was actually missing.
Still. I must re-learn how to live with silence. Walking the roads with music on nearly got me run down....I'm lucky I'm in Muscat, I wouldn't survive ten minutes in Mumbai like that.

3 comments:

ani said...

Exams don't check how smartly you study. It checks how much you can cram and puke out in one shot!! Heh. Ideas always come and go. You need only the essence to get started. The rest will come back, sooner or later.. Mostly later.. Enjoy the spontaneity of the vacations. And the calm of the music.
Cheers. Anindita.

taurius1 said...

Au Contraire! It's very easy to walk the streets with music shutting out the ebil sounds of people swearing at eachother, at you, complaining about how their maid ran off with the dog walker's brother-in-law to start their own straw hat making business... I think I'm getting carried away here. :/

I've noticed people just make way for me on the streets when they see me ready to walk right through them. Although I guess it won't work so well, with you being a girl. You'd probablly end up being bumped into more times in a day than a pinball does in a year. >_<

Best of luck for your exams!

Espèra said...

Ideas come to me during my exams. That means, I can't act on them. And, I forget them by the time the exams are over.

Or, just when I'm feeling gloriously sleepy.