Shimmy

So there i was in a room in a school in Sohar (that's where our camp was), in the dark, watching.
Watching them dance. shake. Grind.
move in ways i'd never thought possible.....
and the inferiority complexes all come rushing back.....
even tho i know i'm so much better than all these people.....in every way...
except this.
i watch them, their waists, their hips, moving with such perfection..........so much that i nearly get turned on while thinking how any guy would love to be here....
why do i do this to myself?


the rest of camp was fun.......walks on the beach......card games, timepass....
failed attempts at cooking...
all the stuff that makes life fun